Sometimes i forget that this blog is my sanctuary, my personal space. I use this blog to document all my happy moments that i tend to forget that it is also a place where i can vent my unhappiness.
When i feel unhappy or sad, I find it difficult to put on a brave face when I am feeling so rotten inside. But as a mummy, I need to put on a brave face and just continue with the day.
I also need to put on a brave face, with a forced smile for my family and friends, because I do not want them to ask me questions I do not wish to answer.
But really, putting on a brave face, for all is making me feel worse. All I want is to just cry out loud!